that "Eurika" moment.
A little bit of background. It
turns out that years ago, a loved mentor told me that salvation and the Kingdom
were two different things. I didn’t quite understand it then, but as time went
by, I tried to reconcile the concept by finding Bible quotes and verses to
support it, and how. Over the years, I tried to come up with several explanations.
Influenced by my old fundamental teachings, which held that although salvation
was the same and freely available to everyone who accepted Christ, there were
different levels of rewards according to one's level of faithfulness. One possibility
was to compare the Kingdom of God with feudal earthly kingdoms, where we find
courtiers within the castle or city walls, who ruled over those who were far
and outside, but residents of the kingdom nevertheless, like peasants, slaves, etc.
Another one was to think of the possibility of us ruling over the different planets
and galaxies in the universe in the future. After all, an eternal, all-knowing,
all-powerful God would have every single detail prepared for us, right? And why
create all those planets and universes for no reason at all?
For years, it all seemed logical to
my small, finite mind. As the years went by, I never paid too much attention
anyway, because it really wasn’t that important. I simply concentrated on
pleasing and serving God as much as I could out of my love for Him, rather than
as a means to “be in court”.
Then, I had coffee with my friend,
and for some unknown reason, I brought up the subject in conversation. I don’t
know why, maybe subconsciously, I wanted to show off my theological knowledge
and perspectives. Silly me. She must have thought I was nuts. That’s when the Spirit of God took hold of me. I think it’s
called conviction. I had been reading about the Kingdom of God and studying the
Sermon on the Mount. Inconspicuously, these things had been inching their way
into my mind, until one day, in prayer, I had my noted, Eurika moment. I read
Jesus’ trial before Pilate, when He said, “My Kingdom is not of this world,”
not once, but twice. Duh! The Kingdom of God is not a where, or a when, it’s a
what.
Please don’t turn me off just
yet. The Kingdom of God is not about a place or a time. Yes, after Jesus
returns, He will establish His Kingdom on earth, but before that, it needs to
be established in us, in our hearts. The Kingdom of God is a lifestyle, an
attitude; it is internal, it lives in the heart. It can’t be compared with physical
kingdoms, past or future. The Kingdom of God is found in our obedience to Jesus’
words, in our victory over circumstances, in living abundantly, in making
disciples, in our heart attitudes that drive our behavior and decision making, in
the fruit of the Spirit, the peace that surpasses all understanding, you get
the idea.
Therein lies the difference
between salvation and the Kingdom. Unfortunately, even though many can and will
be saved, even “as by fire”, they may not be living as citizens of the Kingdom.
They still live in defeat, always asking themselves why they can’t have the joy
and peace that others have, why they can’t shake off an addiction, why they
think their faith is shaky. I can say so much more about this, but space is of
the essence. But there, that was my Eurika moment, my duh. Not because it was a
new revelation, it’s always been there, but because it took me a while to get
it. Let’s have a cup of coffee and talk some more.
C.
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